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Nicole De Silva

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am just an ordinary girl in an ordinary world..i love my boyfriend , my friends and my family :) i love having fun in the sun :)
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August 09

i'm bringing sexy back

hell yeah! haha i'm bringing sexy back . that song from justin timberlake has recently been shown a gazillion times on my tv and it's pretty addictive . well , i haven't blogged here in ages ... two months in total i believe? it's august now . AUGUST - THAT MEANS MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING UP REALLY REALLY REALLY SOON. (super obvious hints to people reading this) haha and that also means i have less then a hundred days till VCE ends .
 
today i had this talk with my careers councilor and it's actually really hard to obtain my desired score of 99.65 out of a hundred for my VCE. that's near perfection ): anyway i really need to get my head into the game and start studying hard. gosh . here's basically an events list coming up for me ..
 
august 14 - my birthday
august 17 - surprise party
august 19 - YAA trade expo
september 2 - formal , afterparty?
september __ -alice's 18th
september __ - cherise's party
september hols - mock exams
 
sighs , i better get going now . love you all
 
April 14

another month in aussie

haha i've decided to update this blog once a month , that seems realistic heh ?
 
 
well the past month of march has been a really interesting time in aussie , i've changed schools to wesley college where i'm in year 12 . i guess it's a nice school with really pleasant people but i do miss my vermont friends ): i guess this is life - we just have to adapt to it ..
 
this sounds really whinny BUT I DO NOT WANT TO GROW UP. i want to turn back times and go back to the ij days with the tenofus just hanging out and studying . those were the times.  omfg i sound so old , but guess what . this little girl will be going to uni next year !!! haha i feel too young to enter uni man and get my license . but i guess this is reality , not singapore . singapore seems really different now . i guess that's what going overseas to study does to you haha . it seems really wierd but i feel old and i really want to reclaim my childhood!
March 03

one month

well i've been here for a month already and it's about time to update this blog . well this entire month has been a rollercoaster ride - emotions homwork making new friends - everything , i guess things are just different . they're not that bad , they're just different . i guess life in aussie is so much different from singapore . haha but it isnt necessarily bad. i need to experience more of it , before i make any judgements (: the thing is : singapore will always be my homeland no matter what (:  anyway the formal is coming up in june . haha and i'm really excited . i need a dress and i'm going to like leave my hair long - i'll probably put it in a bun or something . haha i want a nice white cocktail dress this time round ! march hols are coming . haha i wonder what's going to happen. haha i think my parents wanna drive up to sydney or something . anyway , i'm going to get my learners during the march hols (: i hope .
February 22

is it too much to ask for ?

Its the first time I ever felt this lonely
I wish someone could cure this pain
Its funny when you think its gonna work out
Til you chose weed over me, you're so lame
I thought you were cool until the point
But up until the point you didnt call me
When you said you would
I finally figured out youre all the same
Always coming up with some kind of story

Everytime I try to make you smile
You're always feeling sorry for yourself
Everytime I try to make you laugh
You can't
Youre too tough
You think you're loveless
Is that too much that I'm asking for?

I thought you'd come around when I ignored you
So I thought you'd have the decency to change
But babe, I guess you didn't take that warning
'Cause I'm not about to look at your face again

Can't you see that you lie to yourself
You can't see the world through a mirror
It wont be too late when the smoke clears
'Cause I, I am still here

But everytime I try to make you smile
You'd always grow up feeling sorry for yourself
Everytime I try to make you laugh
You stand like a stone
Alone in your zone
Is it too much that I'm asking for?

Yeah yeah yeah yeah
Can't find where i am
Lying here
Alone I fear
Afraid of the dark
No one to claim
Alone again

Can't you see that you lie to yourself
You can't see the world through a mirror
It wont be too late when the smoke clears
'Cause I, I am still here

Everytime I try to make you smile
You're always feeling sorry for yourself
Everytime I try to make you laugh
You can't
You're too tough
You think you're loveless
It was too much that I'm asking for

STUPID SONG I HEARD ON MY IPOD. SOMEHOW I REMEMBERED IT . AND SOMEHOW IT LEFT A PRINT ON ME . BIO SAC TOMORROW AND I FEEL SO SO SO UNPREPARED> SOMEONE SAVE ME .

 

i just wsh that you'll realise that i miss you and i'm still here .

February 12

way away from here i'll be

I AM IN MELBOURNE
 
& I MISS SEAN
& I MISS 10OFUS
& I MISS GOOD FOOD
& I MISS PRINCE
& I MISS MY MOM
& I MISS 1T07
& I MISS CJC
& I MISS IJTP
& I MISS the mrt stations
& I MISS ORCHARD ROAD.
 
i've realised that it's useless putting up a list of things that i miss about singapore- cuz i'll just end up missing them more . and the list will be endless ): haha so i've decided to work hard here , fly back during june hols and shopshopshop (: with my darling and with my friends (:
December 11

my christmas wishlist

dear santa claus ,
 
my name is nicole de silva  and i'm 16 this year . i've been a really good girl this year - i studied for my o's ,  had fun with my friends , loved my boyfriend wholeheartedly , was a relatively nice sister and lastly a stressed-out daughter. santa , i know there are some naughty things i did like LGD(let's get drunk night) , drinking after prom , and wanting to club and hopefully will do so by the end of the year .. but , on the average , i've been a good girl. so please santa , fulfill my materialistic wishes . p/s - i'll put extra cookies and milk near the xmas tree!
 
  1. world peace - everyone around me is happy
  2. a nice top (that can be worn for dailywear&clubbing )
    preferred to have embroiery - but not too much
  3. a white dress - for xmas parties
  4. accessories - earrings necklaces bangles - sparkly things
  5. an ipod nano (white)
  6. learn how to apply makeup
  7. more nice going out tops
  8. to spend newyearseve with my boyfriend (:
  9. to be loved
  10. prince comes with me to aussie
 
much love ;
nicole <3
November 01

another something

.sean | haha what a joke dear. says:

nicole de silva A.W sumitra LiYingSha NiKeEr A.K.A Cheeky Monkey, sometimes A.K.A Cheeky Meenky pee pee poot poot

.sean | haha what a joke dear. says:

your name gets longer each time

 
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